So.. I sit here thinking, well actually I think about this everyday, about the future. It probably isn’t a healthy fixation to think about each an everyday, but sometimes that is all you have. The future is based on the choices that you make in the past and present. What if those choices weren’t made by you? What if you were thrown into the mix against your will? Well, the rules still apply. What happened in the past effects the future you will be faced with.
With each day that passes, and the continuation of each week, graduation, and me starting “adult” life, is just around the corner. Am I ready to under go the transformation of living with my grandparents to living on my own? Truthfully, I do not know. What I do know is that I will give it all my best shot. Life is to be lived by me, not others through me. Soon I start living.